Goodbye Papa. I'll miss you dearly....

To all who has been interested in reading my blog... Sorry for not keeping you guys updated. My life in the past 4 months have been hectic with my dad's condition. Have been staying by his side before his condition worsened. My dad passed away peacefully on 29th October afternoon. Though deeply saddened with the loss, I should be able to pursue on the future in his honor. May we all pray for his journey, and may he rest in peace. I'll miss him... Peace...


A memory with him at Sentosa earlier this year. My sister took a photo of us happen to wear the same coloured shirt...

The Day Filled with Life... Weekends!!!

Well well well... Weekends are my favourite part of the weeks these days. Started finishing up some of my kitabashing and stuff. Went breakfast with Nadiah this morning. Went to China Square to spend money on some toys... Haiz... There will be few issues on this post I'll be talking about.

Kitbashing

I've done a few kitbashing since my last days of exams but not as much as last year. I've been concentrating in making this family functioning well, eversince my Dad got sick and stuff. I managed to do a movie version of the Black Alien Costume Spider-man, A Suited Bruce Wayne (from the Batman Begins toyline), a 12 inch Nightwing, and reworked on last years 12 inch Superman Returns. I will be uploading more photos of my recent development in the world of kitbashing soon (just as soon as I can create myself a mini-studio).


12" Nightwing (Have yet to improvise on the belt and the pouches)


Yet to be painted Superman with a muscular body

Indonesian Relatives come to visit

My Indonesian relatives came to visit my Dad yesterday. They will be staying for a week or so. Fetched them from the airport yesterday and brought them home to meet my dad.




From Top Left: Ika, Winda, Cherry...
Bottom are two idiotic brothers, my brother, Andi and yours truly.

My Dad's school friends also came to visit yesterday evening. It seems very touching for him. May my dad recovers soon...

Rules of an Engagement

Well let me see. I know this entry was meant for last Sunday but what the heck. Due to my busy schedule, this is the best that I can do for this blog. Anyway, my cousin Azlin got engaged last Saturday. Came late, but didn't miss much of the fun going about. My parents can't go due to my dad's condition. My cousins and me watched Die Hard 4.0 after that, so.... YIPEE-KI-YAY MOTHERFUCKER! Got myself a digital camera (Finally...) Planning to take pictures of my current kitbash but time doesn't permit me to. Enjoy these photos from my new digi-cam... WOOOT!!! And err... Peace....


My cousin Azlin...


Azlin with my sister and me...


From left to right: Tante, Aien, Azlin, My Sister Erlianna Kartika (Again) and Tante Ruby


3 CUZ RULES!!! Err with Zul at the corner...


My sister and Nadiah (At the side is just Tante... With Red Scary eyes though she's already scary in real life....)


Zul never stops eating...

Les Return Of zer0

Exams are over and here I am going back to my hectic life. Got bad news on my dad but shall not talk bout it here. Eversince my last paper, I don't have much of a social life though. As of today, I managed to steal some time to actually do some kitbashing after so long. I repainted my Joker which I did last year and with the help of my friend, Mev, I repainted the Spider-man action figure from the first movie to the symbiote version shown in the third.. Both not finished though but I decided to post the photos here, cause who gives a F... Here it is folks, my almost finished product... Sorry if it's not too clear. Can't afford a proper fuckin' digital camera.


Spider-man standing under Joker's ..... thing.....


SYMMBIIIOOOOTTTEEE!!!!!!

Note: Sorry for the Spider-man photos as I shot the photo with my phone. So, since it's black, you can't probably see anything at all. I apologise for any inconvenience.

Back to zer0

HELLo everyone. My exams are finally over. I finally got my bike back yesterday. It's as if God prohibited me to have my bike during the whole exams. Back to my basic, simple me again. But this time round, I think I've changed. To some, for the good, to some for the worse. Up to them to decypher but I don't give a rats ass anymore. It's time for me to concentrate on myself. All I can say is that, I'm back to being me. Somethings I gain, since God made us as imperfect beings, I have my loss. Whatever's gonna happen in future? I don't give-a-damn anymore. Not like I've written in my profile, to me, I need to take one day at a time. As of happiness, I'm still searching for it... God, please help me rise again....



The Return of my Dahlia adds a little to my happiness. I dunno what's gonna happen. I just hope what my decisions are right and to all of you who got hurt by me, I'm terribly sorry and I apologise with my sincerest of motives. Back to work, back to helping my dad, back to the life I wished I didn't have... Till more escapades, peace...

Rise of the Silver Surfer

I was at Cathay this afternoon when I saw a silver dude surfing around without any direction or purpose. He seems tired so I offered him some popcorn and F&N Grape.



Not sure why he refused...

Bad Omen coming this way....

Things just getting worse as of now. Just after my accident, I was fined by the fuckin' authorities for throwing a fuckin' cigarette butt down a drain. Funny thing is, I don't see many others got caught as I stayed at the same place. But this is all my fault. In spite of everything that's happened to me, I still have support from the people I care. Anyway, I was at Kembangan yesterday waiting for Anwar, heading towards the 7-11 at Kembangan Plaza with Danill. As we crossed, this is what we saw....


Yes that's a woman wearing a helmet 'terbalik'...

I guess people nowadays needs to have some kind of a tutorial in wearing your helmet properly. This woman was wearing her helmet the other way round! Sorry for the unclear photo but hey, at least I made an effort. Heh. Suppose to go to work today but failed to wake up so I decided to study for my upcoming papers instead. Life without transport sucks. Oh yeah one more thing! I realised that the price for action figures these days have massively increased from few years ago! IDIOTS! For example, a Mattel made Batman when it first came out costs about 14.90SGD. When the DC Superheroes line came out, they are selling it at 19.90SGD per piece! As it progresses, the current line of DC Superheroes costs 29.90SGD! What the hell is going on!? Is the toy industry creating this bogus price or it is just this country who would like to squeeze every penny from it's nation? Not that I'm anti-government or anything but hey, sometimes, its not making it better for us. Ok ok. Peace!

Oh my Dahlia!

Just as I thought things are getting better. As soon as I got my pay last Friday, I bought all the necessary items I need. This includes a new phone (Nokia 6300), Brackets for the Box of my Bike, Paid my bills. I was just thinking, well, at least I can have some left overs to spend on trivial stuff. I had this photo of my bike taken nicely when I collected a cable for the new phone from mev yesterday and I wanted to test the camera on my new phone. With the effects and with 2 megapixels, this is what I get... A beautiful photo of My Dahlia...



Then today comes. Tomorrow is my first day of exams, so me and my friend Gabriel decided to go for a last-minute-study/discussion at Kallang MacDonalds this morning. Well guess what happen....






That's my sad story. I would really like to take this moment to apologise to my friend Gabriel, who still helped me through this trauma. I would also like to say sorry to my dearest beloved Dahlia, who's now in the workshop. Waiting to be attended to. I would also like to thank everyone who shows concern towards me during this traumatic incident. Hope I do well tomorrow. God bless and peace....

Enter Kamen Rider BBLLAACCKK!!!!

Life has been simple for the past few months. Have not been blogging for months though. Just turned 25 last Friday and had a wonderful celebration from my one and only. She got me Batman the animated series vol. 4! Awesome shit, but sadly, can't watch all as my exams are on its way. Phew, better start soon on the revision or I would end up being nothing. Anyway, I will soon transformed into Kamen Rider Black once my helmet is done. Have to hand it to both my cousins who put in so much effort for this helmet and to 'Layan My Karena Nonsense' (Deal with my nonsensical character & behaviour). Good thing they can comply to my insane request for this awesomely insane helmet. I would like to thank them with my most appreciation to both my cousins Suhirman and especially Hairil, who ditch his work just to spray paint my future helmet of war. PEACE!

The Month of Ramadhan

Heyaa!!! I've not been doing a good job so far with this blog lately. Things happening in my life made me a very busy man. Well to start of, I am currently in my second year as an undergraduate student in SIM. Got back my results few weeks ago, and as expected, I failed my economics paper. Apart from school, I'm now a certified rider. I passed my traffic police test somwhere around a week ago. Got my bike few days ago. I find my bike sweet and simple. I present to you, My Gilera Runner VXR 200 with it's not so good looking rider...


Fierce....

Also, the month of Ramadhan is here. Time to do some good deeds and fast without fail. Today's the first day. My uncle passed away on Wednesday unexpectedly. What I personally feel, due to this tragedy, there are greater things that bound to happen. For example, this part of the family (my dad's side) has been very distant with my family for years, though we were once very very close. Due to a certain glich in the family relation, we part ways and have not been seeing each other often. But when my uncle passed away, it made me closer to them again and made me realised how much I missed those times together. Me and my cousins, my aunts & uncles. Not much of a photo during the ceremony, but here's one where my dad, my sis and my aunt were resting outside the house. That's all I have to say, to all Muslims worldwide, have a pleasant Ramadhan. Peace....